Special times

So I would have posted yesterday and I could have during lunch but I really wanted to focus on my honey’s birthday!!! I’m so happy we spent the end of the day together. Unfortunately I was stuck at work for most of it. But this week has been a blessing they all are. But this has probably been the calmest in a long time. And I’m so happy for that. It’s wonderful to come home and not be intensely stressed or annoyed. I haven’t completed a full set of dishes but that’s ok because there’s very little left but it’s made me realize, I do not have to do everything. If she can leave stuff so can I. I deserve happiness. I guess that’s how this week has started I realize I deserve happiness. I have two wonderful bosses, many amazing co-workers, the best boyfriend in the world because he’s so supportive and grounding at the same time. Because I’m a dreamer and dreams don’t exactly pay my bills, yet. I have a loving family, huge family, and so many friends. Just counting my blessings now reminds me I can go finish this three hours like a pro. I am the best me I can be and that’s perfectly fine better than good enough in fact